On 6th - 31st Of July 2006 - MV Doulos ship at Star Cruise Terminal, West Port, Klang. MV Doulos ship, ..... the ship of Christ, Ambassador of Christ is back to West Port Klang, Malaysia. The arriving of Mv Doulos has encouraged us (both Benjamin and I ) to go on board and minister to the crew members of the ship. And we met with a few wonderful sisters- in - Christ and spent wonderful time on Mv Doulos too.
On the 14th of July 2006, my beloved heard that the LORD wanted us to go to Klang and visit Mv Doulos ship. We gladly obeyed and departed from House of Glory at Cheras by bus and headed toward Klang. We managed to reach star Cruise Terminal by 12:30pm. After visited the book fair at Mv Doulos. Benjamin Liu, my husband reminded me that this very visitation to Ship is beyond the purpose of visiting the book fair. As the LORD is sending a minister to heal and deliver my past.
As the LORD lead, we just trusted Him with "blind faith" that the LORD will bring the right person to help me. As I went up to the cashier to pay my two cassettes which I bought, I boldly asked one of the lady cashiers about any African sister has come on board to serve the LORD? When I heard "Yes", my heart started to praise the LORD for He has certainly arranged this divine appointment as my husband prophesied on to me before we has decided to come.
I was being told that this young African lady from Tanzania named "Joyce Megembe" will be very happy to meet us. She was smiling lovingly and receiving us with joy and we were blessed by her warmness welcome. God's presence was real on the ship. He truly touching us with the love and joy of the people surrounded us. We were invited to go inside the ship for fellowship.
During the one hour of fellowship with sister Joyce, I started to reveal to her about my past relationship with a Nigeria criminal, as how I was being raped, trapped and stayed with him for 3 years, how I was being cursed and having bad dreams and spiritual warfare at night.
In the actual fact , l was a victim of rape from more than one men throughout my whole life. During my 5 years of Christian walk with LORD Jesus as He is the only comforter and counselor for me for many years. I also told her about my dreams of suicides, seeing hands with scissors or knifes coming toward my heart etc.
Just when we planned to come on ship to meet sister Joyce, l was having a nightmare that my husband Benjamin has to shake and wake me up from shouting which has woken him up. A few times I struggled to wake up from sleep and other time I was shouting " Helps! Helps!” After listening to my story, Joyce who is trained on this part of deliverance has mentioned that she will need to fast with her prayer partner Monica and sit down together with me in further appointments where she will help me to break the soul-ties with those men who have raped,slept and taken advantages of me.
l truly thank GOD for He is the GOD who has transform and redeem my life like the song "ABOVE ALL" that l always love ...." like a rose trample on the ground, you took the fall and rose above it all ......" Only to believe in the unfailing love of Christ and being the part of the body of Christ and His loves is the only way to sustain my life and able to grow back the same blossom rose that capable of giving out fragrance to bless others.
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Lord Jesus is my only personal savior would take the fall to die for me on the cross of Calvary so that l would receive a new life and being washed as white as snow. Today, I would boldly declare and share about HIS love wherever the Lord leads me and when l got the chance and give testimonials how the LORD has healed and and comforted me and even being a great love -matcher for my marriage. After marriage my beloved husband,Prophet Benjamin still constantly support and deliver my pasts by praying with me throughout many sleepless nights.
O DEAR PRECIOUS JESUS !!! YOU ARE SO GREAT AND MARVELOUS, FATHER IN HEAVEN THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL THE BLESSINGS AND MOLD ME TO A GIFTED CHILD TODAY, FOR THERE IS NOTHING MORE PRECIOUS AND VITAL TO GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS, AND ONLY HIM IS WORTHY TO BE SERVED IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
Love you with all my heart, LORD.......
Written by,
Cassandra Lai Fun Tze
18th of Oct. 2006